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so after surviving the over night shifts of October I am back with a new blog, lots of ups and downs since the last time I've written a post on here, first I have to say that the two week run up to Seattle and back isn't happening after all, long story short we're a bunch of idiots, yeah, f'real! I'm pretty bummed about lots of things right now, and that only adds to it. Well other then that life at home as been not too cool either, seems like I can't live a comfortable life, never can I just come home and chill, its always something dramatic, its effecting my social life as well, I feel very introverted most of the time, like I can't join in on jokes and add my humor to anything, I'm always so deep in thought! why? I don't know, but I know that this shit has to change or I might go crazy. I think to best remedy for this right now is to surround myself with people with positive attitudes I hate being around such assholes, then I myself too become an asshole and its a lose lose situation my friend.